my regret

i feel the need to apologize to the Strength and honor group.
last night i was playing on your server with a player i have had many negative game experiences with, and not just in bad company.
i allowed this player to get under my skin to the point i team killed him in game. the reason i decided to TK this player is inexcusable because it is disrespectful to your group, your server and your rules.
i was not so out of control that i was kicked but this player did complain at which point Steelhed did mention it to me.
it created a sad and regretful feeling and i felt bad
NOT because i Teamkilled a player that had it coming but because i lost control and in the process disrespected you all.
i am sorry for that.

anyway thats my expereince and im sorry that i disrespexcted your group lashing out against a player i dont like.
the S&H server will never have another complaint about my inappropriate in game conduct.
im sorry

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the fallowing is just my ranting and not so much important.
my reasoning:
it is my belief and observation that this player knows how to get under other players skin and will do so to incite an emotional response, at which point he will play victim and complain.
the experience tonight:
i dont like this person for many reasons, experiences and observations i have had with this player. i dont make a big deal about it. i just try to stay away from him.
Now he would join my squad and i would notice and switch to another squad where he would eventually fallow.
if the squad was full he would wait and conveniently join when it had an opening. i could not get away from this player, so i Team Killed him when he spawned on me and then left the squad.
he than retaliated and team killed me(with an uzi) which i guess i should have just sucked it up left it at that- because i did make the first kill, but i felt the need to kill him back so i spawned on him which was easy to do because he seems to always be in my squad whether i like it or not and i defibrillatored him.
thats when he quit came on teamspeak complained and than logged off.
after that he continued to join every sqaud i was in and fallow me around and just stand next to me. i would type out in squad speak that i wanted him to stop joining my squads but he kept doing it, i think because he wanted to incite me into TKing him again ( which if you knew him like many of us do than you would know he was setting me up to Tk him so he could complain some more) he began to shoot tracer darts into me so i began to shoot tracer darts into him until i decide to just not squad up anymore.i dont trust him

Apology accepted and don't worry bro you're forgiven.

Manning up to an err always denotes good character. Apology accepted.. I also have had no problems with the other party in this matter and have had fun playing with both of you. It's become apparent that you two have a past, Whatever it is between you two, please check it at the door while at S&H. I have had fun gaming with both of you, and I would like to STILL game with both of you in the future..

you are right and i will.
dragging you into the middle of our situation was unfair.
thank you for the understanding.
i should just friends list him up and try not to worry about it

its gonna be sunshine and candy canes from now on

And don't forget the jaeger bombs..

I respect and accept your apology, Cactus. Ocassionally, we have to take one on the chin and walk away to maintain high standards. Don't allow others to pull you their level when they're acting a fool. Chin-up, buddy.